I've come to learn that I am fully willing to trust God with my eternity, far more than I am willing to trust God with my present reality.
"In this hour of doubt I see
That who I am is not just me
Give me strength to die myself
so love can live to tell the tale.
Let the songs I sing bring joy to you.
Let the words I say confess my love.
Let the notes I choose be your favorite tune.
Father let my heart be after you."
I've also come to learn....
...nah, nevermind.