My alarm didn't go off this morning. I woke up in a panic. Only to remember that it didn't go off the last few days either, so what's new.

"Has thou not seen, how our desires have been granted in what He ordaineth."

You are good. I always remind myself of that. There is something that resonates deep within me. I have fought with you my whole life on things (i.e. why do people suffer, why do people have it hard, why do people hurt, why are hearts broken.) But I remind myself of that daily. I have always been given what I need and and most of what I wanted.

You orchestrate things beyond my wildest imagination. People have been brought into my life that make my heart stop. Dreams have been given that make my heart beat wildy, I'm sure it will leap from my insides.

Anyway, that was my thought process last night as I was tossing and turning until 3:30am. This is my favorite lyric...ever...and it speaks multitudes to me and how I feel:

Don't let us go out like the dinosaurs, or blown to bits in a third world war
There are a hundred different things Id like to do
I'd like to climb to the top of the Eiffel tower
Look up from the ground at a meteor shower
And maybe even raise a family