I believe nowhere is a better place to be than not knowing where you're going now. I said education is a better state of mind, but I'd trade all my books to find a home...
Can I throwback for a second? I'm a nomad. I'm a rolling stone. A wanderer, if you will. My heart never settles, not even for a moment. I think (sadly) I get that from my dad. I'm HAPPY, don't get me wrong. But, I keep my eyes forward, always knowing what I want, always looking for a new dream to conquer, a new battle to fight.
With that comes planning.
With that comes where I am now. I'd say I'm scared as hell, but I'm not, really. I mean, I don't know where I'll be next year, or what I'll be doing. Okay, maybe I am. I think up until now, I've planned out everything. Don't misunderstand me: I live life by the moment. The world is a canvas, and I'm more of an abstract artist, or tie-dye because tie-die was the most beautiful disaster this world has ever seen, next to the bedazzler. I've walked away from things to pursue a dream, which isn't easy. Yet, through that, I think I've birthed other dreams. I am okay with that. Choosing which path to go down isn't me. So, I think I'll just do what I normally do: don't choose a path at all, instead I'll walk between them and make my own. This usually leads to a bruised knee, some prickers, a cut or two but that's ok.
I also have this sense that everything will be ok. Right now, I'll embrace that.
...I believe moss on a rolling stone is better than the rust that's growing on my heart.
I am always tired
But I won't sleep tonight
I am all run dry
But can't turn off the lights
Because all that I've been living for is a better way to make it
All that I've been living for is a dream
With the magazines and television calling out my name
All that I want lately is a change
Lines of yellow white
Are all I'm thinking of these days
Time will change our minds
But not as fast as mine
And I have found that I am not so strong
And I have found that I've a long, long way to go
Because all that I've been living for is a better way to make it
All that I've been living for is a dream
With the magazines and television calling out my name
All that I want lately is a change