Back to you...I always come around...
My mind is going a million miles a minute. Everything is jumbled, my mind is saying so much but my heart allowing so little...
You know what I've learned/am learning/will never learn completely?
Life is full of choices. As humans, we try to make this into good choice and bad choice. But really, I'm not sure that is how it is. Maybe, just maybe we're given choices to choose between a good outcome and a great outcome. Or, maybe in the end, the outcome will be the same.
I'm also learning that I've been a baby lately. YEah, im facing some tough decisions and some tough things, but who cares. I'm breathing, I'm running...and in just a short few months my life will become an episode of LOST. I am so lucky. I am so happy. I am me.
Maybe a few lyrics will be better, and speak more than I can say...
"Happiness is like the old man told me
Look for it, but you'll never find it all
Let it go, live your life and leave it
Then one day, wake up and she'll be home "
"Go find another lover;
To bring a... to string along!"
"I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't
You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your to far gone
Before nothing can be done"
and so you know. you havn't lost me yet. im here.